TO WORK OR NOT TO WORK OUTSIDE THE HOME: Because of certain situations, I had to go back to work. After some serious pondering, I asked my husband if he'd stay at home with Joshua and just work part time. I was so glad that we didn't have to put him in daycare right now. He is so good with our son. He's been at home with him 8 months now. I'm researching Christian home-based jobs right now. I want to eventually be home with Joshua, but still bring in some money.